Seeking Clarity

Venting

withserendipity — Mon, 21 Mar 2011 10:41:04 +0000

It doesn’t make sense to let go of something you had for so long. However, it also doesnt make sense to hold on when there’s actually nothing there.

Just a Thought

withserendipity — Sat, 09 Jan 2010 02:46:37 +0000

just wondering if its right to dream about things we can’t have….

Adventures Await Me

withserendipity — Thu, 03 Sep 2009 11:10:34 +0000

I am the most intense, creative, passionate, vibrant, flawed, spontaneous, thoughtful, indecisive, charismatic, mysterious person you will ever know. I sing in the car and sometimes in stores while shopping. I like sticking my tongue out at people. I have a slight obsession with coffee. I am supposed to wear glasses when I drive, but I don’t because well….. I think I look like a dork. I rather Sour Patch kids instead of popcorn at the movies. I am a big kid at heart and still like video games, even if I have gradually moved up to the Wii Fit. I care too much about people that could care less about me. I am attracted to the quirky, artistic type of guys rather than the rich, power seeking types. I play in the rain and build sandcastles in the sand. I’d much rather play a board game then go to a club. I believe in adventure. I love romance and doing odd little things like writing notes and sticking them in random places.

I still don’t know exactly what it is I want in life. But I do know that I want to encounter people, places, and things that find ways to chisel themselves into my heart. I want to see sights and visit places that take my breath away, be it the city over or another country. I want to meet people who put themselves out there and aren’t afraid. I think the small things matter most. I’d rather know that I am on someone’s mind, then receiving any present or material item. I think the road less traveled, is the most adventurous. Abruptly, I will close doors, because I don’t believe in fading things out. So whatever is set forth before me, I am ready. Hell, I have nothing else planned!

You’ll Find Yourself….

withserendipity — Sun, 21 Jun 2009 21:57:32 +0000

“Someday, somewhere – anywhere, unfailingly, you’ll find yourself, and that, and only that, can be the happiest or bitterest hour of your life”
— Pablo Neruda

To love at all…..

withserendipity — Mon, 09 Feb 2009 11:46:35 +0000

“To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket- safe, dark, motionless, airless–it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable.” C.S. Lewis

Interpretation

withserendipity — Thu, 29 Jan 2009 12:27:34 +0000

A friend of mine shared this with me. If you understand the meaning, you will find that it is extremely beautiful.

… ”You know that I hate you, Roark. I hate you for what you are, for wanting you, for having to want you. I’m going to fight you-and I’m going to destroy you-and I tell you this as calmly as I told you that I’m a begging animal. I’m going to pray that you can’t be destroyed-I tell you this, too-even though I believe in nothing and have nothing to pray to. But I will fight to block every step you take. I will fight to tear every chance you want away from you. I will hurt you through the only thing that can hurt you-through your work. I will fight to starve you, to strangle you on the things you won’t be able to reach. I have done it to you to today-and that is why I shall sleep with you tonight.” -The Fountainhead, Ayn Rand

The Truth

withserendipity — Wed, 28 Jan 2009 14:40:11 +0000

She just wants someone to care.
He just needs somebody there.

A”void”ance

withserendipity — Sat, 20 Dec 2008 05:38:50 +0000

I hate being the person that fills his voids. At first….at first I was happy. Maybe I was naieve or maybe things just changed. Whatever the case may be, I finanlly came to the realization that I am just not an important aspect in his life.

Sometimes, he has a way of making me feel that I am his world. He has opened up to me in so many ways. The depth of his emotions has left me speechless on many occassions. And I absolutly loved this, knowing and learning so much about a person.

However, what does he know about me? The basics I suppose. And yet, even those he doesn’t really seem to care. I think that I was just so caught up in conversations at times that I never stopped to see that he never tried to get to know me. He just wants me there. He wants to know that I am always available to listen, to joke with, whenever he needs that.

50 Great Place to Have Sex

withserendipity — Mon, 21 Apr 2008 19:40:49 +0000

Here is a combined list from my friend and I of 50 awesome places to have ….. sex.

1. In a library
2. At the movie theater
3. At a pool, on a diving board
4. The BED
5. Picnic table at a park
6. At a golfing range, maybe with one of the carts
7. In a sauna
8. Inside of the picture booths ( you can actually rent those)
9. In a haunted house
10. On a hammock, on an island
11. In one of those funky phone booths in London
12. On a canvas sheet, while painting =0)
13. Someone else’s house
14. In a theatre, during a performance
15. On top of the rocks at a beach
16. On a jet ski
17. On your lap
18. One of the newer planes with the private bedrooms
19. On top of an observation deck
20. In the restaurant restroom
21. In the doctor’s office, while waiting
22. On a ferry ride
23. On top of a life guard chair
24. During a self- guided tour in a museum
25. Your office
26. In the back of a limo
27. At a drive- in movie
28. On a paddle boat
29. Every room of the house!
30. Fenway Park
31. At one of your family parties
32. On a ferris wheel- stuck at the top
33. Somewhere on your campus
34. Lido deck of a ship
35. In a London Pub
36. Ski lodge, by the fire
37. In my favorite store’s dressing room
38. In a tree house
39. On a black sand beach in Hawaii
40. On the car, while it is raining
41. On a train
42. On a chartered catamaran
43. Besides the Christmas tree
44. IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE
45. Secluded beach in St. Barts

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