A”void”ance

I hate being the person that fills his voids. At first….at first I was happy. Maybe I was naieve or maybe things just changed. Whatever the case may be, I finanlly came to the realization that I am just not an important aspect in his life.

Sometimes, he has a way of making me feel that I am his world. He has opened up to me in so many ways. The depth of his emotions has left me speechless on many occassions. And I absolutly loved this, knowing and learning so much about a person.

However, what does he know about me? The basics I suppose. And yet, even those he doesn’t really seem to care. I think that I was just so caught up in conversations at times that I never stopped to see that he never tried to get to know me. He just wants me there. He wants to know that I am always available to listen, to joke with, whenever he needs that.